well, maybe more than 40. . .

OK, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I could go into a book about all that is wrong with me, but instead of dwelling on health issues that are no longer in my control, I have decided to just change the things I can change and just be content with the rest. This will be my story of the first steps of changing the things I can change. Let's just hope I can do it. If your like me, you never really found any motivation on the internet.Until now! Thanks to others like about.thyroid, and Stop The Thyroid Madness, I hope that by me taking the first steps, I can finally become who I was suppose to be.







Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Been awhile

I have not been online in a few days, mainly because I am in so much pain and would rather lay under a semi and let him crush all my bones. At least then I would feel better. Sounds nutty, but when even your skin hurts, nothing else matters.

Found a great book called "Stop the Thyroid Madness", and all I have to do now is find a doctor who listens. RIGHT! I put a call into a promising doctor is Madison, WI, and even though it is a two hour drive, it would be worth it.

I have finally come to the conclusion that there is no making a better life for myself if my thyroid keeps crashing. The book has helped me understand that. Everything I have complained of can be traced back to the thyroid. I have been on natural dessicated thyroid for a while now, but my doctor will not go over 2 grains because he doesn't listen to me, just my lab work. Anyone else with thyroid issues out there knows exactly what I mean.

Maybe I should change my blog to "How to find a good doctor" since this is going to be a journey. I have already been through four primary doctors in town, and three endocrinologists. I guess the next step is to look out of town. When I first went on NDS, I had to find a doctor in Chicago to prescribe it. But of course the minute my TSH was within range that was the most she would do for me.

I guess it all starts with having a doctor that will listen to you, so that is where I need to start.