still sick

Well, didn't call for counseling, since we do not have insurance and do not have the extra money right now. Maybe some other time. Instead, I registered with ourprayer.org. I have certainly lost touch with God lately, and maybe if I could reconnect I would be better off. Still sick, and now my throat is hurting. One thing after another!!!!!  I guess I will just have to learn to live with being sick all the time. Mind over matter or something like that. It just stinks when you want to start doing all these things that will make you healthier, but have no energy to do them and your brain just seems consumed by constant pain! What a vicious circle, I have no energy to cook, but cooking healthier meals would give me more energy and make me feel better. I guess it has to start somewhere, and although I have limited my pop intake and increased my water intake, the next step is to start cooking. Did I mention I am a horrible cook? Lord give me the strength to learn how to cook, and if you could place some people around me to teach me that would be great too. . .