Well, almost two weeks since blood work was done, so since they didn't call I guess I can assume they didn't find anything. Figures, they never do. If I could just tell them where to look we might be on to something. . .
Until I end up with my own Doctorate, I guess I have to rely on them to figure it out. Boy is that scary! We have all heard stories of loved ones or friend who were sick for ages before anyone figured out what it was, and by then it was too late. Like my own mother, treated for ulcers for almost 9 months before they realized it was liver cancer. Gotta love being herded through the doors like cattle, assuming that anything us silly little patients complain of is just that, silly. No need to continue to get upset at the way the system seems to miss everything. Life goes on (for some of us) so no more complaining.
Today will be the second day of possible food poisoning, or IBS flair up, who knows. Either way I almost want to cry heading back to the bathroom again! At least while in there, I am reading an interesting article on detoxing which I might try, if it could go better than the last two times I tried it.
The first time I tried a detox I bought $300.00 worth of green pills from a "healer", and was instructed to take only the supplements with one salad a day. Well, by day three when I was STILL throwing up anytime I took a pill I had to quit.
The second attempt was while juicing. I could stomach the juice, but amazingly, within an hour I was puking. Too this day I am afraid of beets, since they seemed to take over the taste of the juice.
I just don't think my body wants to be detoxed! It screams and kicks and fights, and frankly I feel better sitting on the couch digesting my food, than running back and forth to the bathroom! Supposedly, I will feel better when it is over, if I ever make it that far. We will see. I haven't finished the article yet, but I think I am on my way there now so I'll let you know if I end up starting it. gotta go!!!!!!!
Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Going to try to change my life for the better, and become the person I want to be. More energy, not sick all the time, and able to do whatever I want to do. Tried to do it in 40 days, but since that didn't work,I will take small steps which will eventually make a mile!
well, maybe more than 40. . .
OK, I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I could go into a book about all that is wrong with me, but instead of dwelling on health issues that are no longer in my control, I have decided to just change the things I can change and just be content with the rest. This will be my story of the first steps of changing the things I can change. Let's just hope I can do it. If your like me, you never really found any motivation on the internet.Until now! Thanks to others like about.thyroid, and Stop The Thyroid Madness, I hope that by me taking the first steps, I can finally become who I was suppose to be.
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